more poems

[prozac666goth]

The sun sinks down
revealing blackness behind
i dont notice
i dont mind
numb as i sit
watching the water ink blue
& in my head i envision
the perfect picture of you

The dream i had
never came true
the world & everything
was something my mind never knew
the only thing i cling to
is the flawless picture of you

Ive built my wall
to keep people on the other side
without them i dont have to hide
there is a place i remain
in the fortress of my mind
a place i can still dream
a refuge they'l never find

the world & everything
was something my mind never knew
the only thing i cling to
is the only picture of you



another
Its still there
the scar wont fade
from all that time ago
from the first encounter
with the blade
from all that time ago
it felt so good
the sting
it made me feel real
not an empty thing
the cut was so deep
the blood leaked from within
the angry mark so red
became an art to hide
& just as it stops
i want it to go on
i need my release
i need to see my blood run

[Rover Reznor]

sexy

[prozac666goth]

The bodies float along the river
like the millions before
the body of my love
lies broken with them all
it came as no surprize
what happened that night
you asked me 2 join you
in a most intimate suicide
we find the perfect place
we stand together
hands held and ready
my pulse starts 2 race
the scream came 2 late
by then you'd fell
in2 the currants swell
i screamed 2 late
i screamed 2 late
the bodies float along the river
like the millions before
the body that i loved
lies lifeless as them all
i screamed 2 late
i changed my mind
about our most intimate sucide